Essay response

What would you do if you weren't afraid? I'm afraid I'm a fake.  As a healer I know I have real talent, I touch people and they feel better...however I'm afraid that what they lose I'll gain, without the knowledge of anatomy, and physiology.   If I wasn't afraid of my ability to reach out to people I'd do it more often, and in a professional setting.  I'm afraid of the pharmaceutical industries strangling hold on America, and the power that's gained from their enormous wealth acquired from that monopoly.   I'm afraid that my past live(s) as a healer will not fully manifest in this life due to financial issues, however with that single understanding it's very possible. I'm afraid that my beliefs will not be part of my career...and as far as my career goes, I am afraid of taking too much time to get my goals accomplished.  I'm afraid that society is not ready for what I plan on bestowing upon them, and I know that I am not ready to "bestow" anything, which is even more unsettling.  If fear wasn't an issue, I would proclaim myself to the world as the reincarnated healer of many societies.  Most of all, looking back, I am afraid that all of the above fears will consume me, and leave me to do nothing.  If these fears were to disappear while I sleep, I would awake to a day that changed the world.  The amount of change that would occur each day after would be exponentially limitless in terms of mathematics. How are you going to change the world? I'm going to change the world by taking my youthful ambitions to change the world on a political platform, and channel them into my newly awakened passion of spirituality.  As a Political Science major, dreaming of enormous changes, I gained a responsibility to do what was right, now coupled with a clear vision of what is "right" I'll open the U.S.'s first Holistic Hospital.  One that gains real credibility based on results and operates similarly to those around the globe....with perfect blends of Traditional and Holistic medicines.  I'll employ staff that reach out to every patient on very deep levels, and I believe this to be possible because these staff members were born for this purpose, as I was born to envision this hospital being built.  By slowly changing the pharmaceutically owned sector of medicine into a more natural and Holistic unknown sector, I believe people's perspective on health in general would shift to a more spiritual setting.  With a primitive business plan already undergoing revisions, and a plot of land already envisioned, the next step would be to start making the personal connections.  I know that the staff I see coming together here would change the world, regardless of the arena they were to join in.  The foundation of my big dream is becoming a certified and licensed massage therapist.  I'm currently enrolled at the El Monte, CA campus for massage therapy.  Classes begin 01.16.08, that's also the day the world starts a new transformation process, remember that day...